Tuesday, January 4, 2011

If not now, then when?

So yeah. I know. It's been months. Sigh.

A lot happened, and a lot didn't happen. I'm a bit more convinced that my ADHD extends far beyond just my studies. :/  Every time I even remembered to blog I would forget in favor of something else.
Rather than have a huge post explaining all that happened I'll just post it if I remember in the future. For now here are some doodles from the end of the semester. :)




The one of me with an eye patch is a fun story. Basically I'd rubbed my eye... I guess I was scratching it or something. Then within 10min it started stinging. The stinging persisted through the day and my eye was constantly watering and hurt. So I thought it was my contacts and removed them. It didn't stop and then I had to realize that I'd scratched my cornea on accident. So for the next 2 days I had an eye patch to keep it shut and protect it while it healed. Was pretty funny looking. Happy to say it healed just fine. :)


The one above is the quickest summary I can give for the convention I went to with Hubby and a good friend, Justin. It was Blizzcon, the con for the company that makes Wow among many other good games. We had a total blast and I was happy to finally get to meet my friend Justin in person. We all enjoyed ourselves, but the real fun story was that I must have had the goddess of luck next to me because I practically made out like a bandit! XD  Pretty much everything I entered I won something, including a very nice 3D monitor for a computer......which was a total pain to get back home. Eventually Justin was shadowing me everywhere hoping my luck would rub off onto him. :P



Besides all that I've decided I'm not completely happy with what I'm doing in life. Well, I'll elaborate. I am happy but not as happy as I could be. So I've decided to make some changes and work really hard to make those changes a permanent thing in my life. No, this is not a New Year's resolution...though yes, the timing is ironic. It was just me finally looking in the mirror like I usually do and thinking "Oh I'll get to that..." and I guess I'm just tired of saying that. So instead I said "Ok, if not now, then when?"  It extends to a lot in my life right now. Yes, I am going back to school and trying to better myself, and I do have a job, and I get to see my friends in Wow and enjoy playing in my free time....but it's really not enough. I'd like to do all those and more. I keep telling myself I'll get back into piano and Japanese, and I'll try to eat better and yada yada. But then I get distracted by something else or forget...and just tell myself "later".  Well, like I said, I'm tired of it and decided I'm going to have all the things I want in my life and I'm not going to keep saying later. So I wrote a nice poem to go on my bed and did a few doodles for it, for the blog. :)


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