Sunday, December 30, 2012

Holiday Extravaganza!

Sorry about the lateness. After Thanksgiving break was over I pretty much had to shift towards finals mode, with school.
The break was good though as I got to see family, some of which I hadn't seen in 4yrs. I really enjoyed seeing my two brothers again and hanging out with them. On Black Friday my youngest brother, his fiancĂ© and I all went to Best Buy for a harddrive I wanted. I tried online earlier but their site was having trouble accepting my gift cards, so we had to do it the old fashioned way. The 3 of us bundled up in a large blanket, amidst the large line that wrapped around the building. We looked similar to the Pokemon Dugtrio.

Around 9pm I had the good sense to call the company and find out that they could order it for me over the phone and implement my gift cards there. So we left all the other poor, cold people behind and went home to enjoy nice warm drinks and decent sleep. Though, I do still love a good Black Friday. My favorite one was one of my first, when my whole family would make a quest of it. At that time I was in charge of the Best Buy deals, my mom and first youngest brother was WalMart, and my dad was Target. The youngest brother was too young so he stayed with the grandparents. Back then it wasn't so crazy so you could show up around 3-4am and get a decent spot in line. They also opened at 6am rather than 12am, like now.
I can remember standing in line with all the other cold people, when my dad suddenly showed up with warm cocoa and a donut, stating that his line wasn't that bad and he opted to go get us all breakfast at the 24hr gas station before getting back in line. It was the best Black Friday ever.
Of course, Thanksgiving ended and I was back in school gearing for finals. The weather also started getting significantly colder, so I've switched over to much more appropriate wear. Though I still get away with my skirt look as long as I wear some warm leggings.
Finals eventually hit and I pretty much did nothing else. In fact, during the last week I was so stressed that my insomnia got worse and I got about 14hrs of sleep in a total of 7 nights. 3 nights in a row I couldn't sleep at all. I tried of course, but most of the time I gave up and spent the night doing productive things like studying, watching anime, or making Xmas gifts/projects. Even my weekends of seeing Husky turned into study time with him, mainly because he insisted. He even threatened to take away my sewing supplies if I even so much as looked at them. I practically lived, breathed, and ate my schoolwork, so much so that I was occasionally just losing it to ADHD.

It was all worth it in the end though. I finished the semester with a B+ in Neuropsychology and an A- in Advanced Psychological Statistics. Once again I outdid myself in my awesomeness.

And thus Christmas time began!!

If there's on time of the year I love most it's winter. The snow, the good food, Christmas music, decorations... I love it all! Christmas is that one time of year that even the ugly parts of town look pretty. The oldies radio station also switches over and plays non-stop Christmas tunes for a whole month. I was thrilled about that, this year, because this time I could play them in my car for however much I wanted and didn't have anyone to bitch at me for doing so. I could listen to them while I worked, exercised, and more. But, of course, I could not get away with listening to them non-stop around Husky. His hometown always overdid Christmas and I guess it took the fun out of it for him. :(  Hopefully he'll get some of that joy back while being with me.
This year was also a huge improvement to any previous years because I got into more of the my city's activities. There was the tree lightings, reindeer viewings (in the city, which was cool), and other fun things that I just never got to do before...or for that matter didn't even know existed. Of course many of them were geared towards kids....which also coincidentally sounded lots of fun too....

And then it finally snowed. I was visiting Husky at the time and could have probably burst into a billion little snowflakes of happiness myself.

Like all holidays, Christmas came and went. I received many awesome gifts, although I'm still working on mine to others since finals kept me from finishing most all of them. My favorite gifts are probably the heart monitor my brother so thoughtfully got me to help in my running and the handmade earrings and necklace Husky made for me, out of rock climbing equipment. They are so incredibly cool and really impressive. I've never had a boyfriend make me something, especially jewelry. Guess that's a nice thing about dating an engineer. Usually I was always the one making my gifts since I held the sculpture degree. Speaking of which, he totally loves the bacon scarf I made for him. :)

I even got new cleaning materials earlier in the month, which was exciting as well.
And now we're on the cusp of 2013. The "end of the world" as predicted by people reading the Mayan calendar did not, in fact, happen...though that didn't stop us from having an awesome time drinking at bars to the end of it all. 
Currently, I'm finishing up my Christmas gifts, as well as other things on my "to do list" that have been piling up over the semester. I've been of course spending more time with Husky, which has been really nice. Next weekend we're going skiing, which I doubt either one of us can wait for. In a few days I'll begin studying for the GRE, as I'd like to take it before the next semester gets too crazy. 

To be honest, it feels weird. I sometimes find myself looking back to last year, and remembering where I was and then realizing just how far I've already come. Last year I spend Christmas completely alone, with my 2 cats and a rotisserie chicken. It wasn't the most enjoyable of times for me, in fact it was definitely one of the worst. And yet here I am just one year later and I honestly almost can't believe how far out of that hole I brought myself. There were times I didn't even think I could. I'm really proud of myself and of course I also have to thank all my friends and family for supporting me through it all. Thanks, everyone. Whether you're reading this or not, thank you from the bottom of my heart. I couldn't be more thrilled to finally be able to say I'm person that I want to be and that I always should have been.
And now I'm looking forward to 2013. I know that regardless of what challenges come my way I can overcome all of them with my head held high. I've already taken on some of the hardest so I know I can do it. I can't stop and I won't. I plan on running into the new year at full speed, and hopefully I won't need to stop long for any challenges cause I'll just plow right through them. :)

So with that, Happy New Year everyone! I hope 2013 treats you well and you have much merriment in the next year. Whether you're alone with pets and comfort food, or spending your holidays with friends and/or family, know that bad times seldom last and if you just poke at them enough with a super sharp stick they'll eventually get tired of you and go away.

Keep being awesome everyone.

....awesome like my Sonic costume idea for the next anime convention I go to...

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Finals...

I haven't had a post yet because ever since I've come back from Thanksgiving I've been swamped with school work, in preparation for my finals which are in the next 2 weeks. I have been jotting things down though, so when things either calm down or when finals are over I'll be back on track with posting.
For now, here's some miscellaneous drawings that I've been saving:

I've been thrilled lately, that the local oldies station has switched to non-stop Christmas tunes. I'll have more to say about that in a full post...
Running outside has become a major pain since the cold air is affecting my exercise induced asthma. Only needed my breathalyzer once though. I'm determined to build up my lungs, if I can.
Husky came last weekend....only to crack the whip on me getting my studies done and keep me from getting distracted. I thank him for that, of course, but I spent the whole weekend working. :(  Looks like he'll get his revenge next weekend since he'll have lots of work with me.

Yay pajama pants! Lol
This last one is my character in an online game. Very fond of her, but I haven't been able to play any games for months now, since I've been having to focus on other more important things. Oh well, maybe I'll get just a little play time this winter, in between my studying for the GRE... *cue sarcasm* hurraaaaaay...


Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Cheesy holiday goodness

Thought I'd make a quick post for this week before Thanksgiving, as I'm sure I'll have a Monday post for all of that craziness.
This past week I've been super busy with...everything. I've finally gotten a nice, perfect schedule going for my weeks that fit in everything from school to swimming. Earlier this week I remember thinking "ah, can't wait for the break"...

....but then I remembered that I have a ton of homework and papers to write and still have to keep up exercising...so I'll still be doing everything the same...just in a different location. -_-
The best part of this week though, was the past weekend when Husky visited. We visited our favorite cheese shop in town for a Groupon I had and found out they were having the last cheese tasting (ever) for a 40yr old cheddar. Needless to say we got tickets right then.
From what we were taught, cheese making is kind of like an all or nothing investment. You can try to age it for more years but you never know if it will actually make it to the next year. 15 is about the highest most go, and it was certainly the highest I'd ever had. Supposedly the story behind this cheese is a very old gentleman from Greenbay called the shop to ask if they were interested in buying his 28, 34, and 40yr old cheddars. They thought it was a prank call at first. Those ages are not only unheard of but a once in a lifetime kind of thing. Turns out he was a very old cheese maker who retired several years back. About a year ago he got around to cleaning out the cellar, not sure if he was moving or what the details are on why now, but in the very back he finds these old crates marked with the dates indicating how old they are now. At first he didn't think anything of it and so he sold the stuff to the fishermen in the local town for $5 dollars a pound....  Let me repeat that. 40 year old cheddar, that's actually $147 a pound, was being used at catfish bait. He had started out with 50 some pounds. By the time he called the shop he had 20ish pounds. My heart wept. Then I thought about going fishing.
The shop of course bought all of it and sent out cores to be tested and verified. Some of it was bad, from being so old, so they had to cut that off. Eventually they were left with 17lbs I think. I don't remember the exact numbers. Maybe it was 14lbs. Regardless, rather than sell it they decided to use the 28yr and 40yr in various cheese tastings so that everyone could have a chance to try it rather than a select rich few that would be the only ones able to afford buying it as is. The 34yr they are going to risk trying to age it for one more year and then do the same thing as the other two. 
What was most fun about all of this is that there will probably never ever be another 40yr old cheddar again. At least not in my lifetime...and Husky and I managed to get in on the very last tasting they had for what they had left. The whole tasting started with a 1yr, 5yr, and 12yr. Then we had the 28yr and the 40yr. The first three were paired with a local beer and the 28yr was paired with a port and the 40yr was paired with a 17yr old bourbon. It was really, really cool to be a part of something like that.

And of course, the 40yr cheese was fucking amazing.
I got a nice break on Monday when the city had their 99th anual Xmas tree lighting. It was super awesome. And today the oldies radio station switched over to Xmas tunes for the season, only this time I was able to play them till my little heart was content without anyone telling me it's too early. XD I love Christmas. I might just explode from happiness.

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

All study and no play...makes for unicorns

 I've been drawing a bit more normally lately. Finally ran out of room in the sketchbook and had to buy another one, so this was the first image I decided to put in it. :)
Pretty proud of it. It was taken from a pic closer to Halloween, since I'm sporting my awesome kitty socks and pumpkin earrings.

Last week I had one of those days where every little thing, that on their own wouldn't normally bother you, kept happening. It was just a bad day. I spilt 2 cups of cheerios in my car, was late for work, didn't feel like I did well on my test, and just didn't seem to feel right at all. I didn't even feel like being nice to the bible people at school.
Luckily it was only one day, and over quickly. For the most part I've been doing pretty well. I've been studying a lot lately. Actually, Husky gave me a few pointers on how to more efficiently study, in regards to my ADHD and OCPD natures of getting so distracted and also trying to get everything perfectly. The help turned out to be fantastic and I've been successfully studying for 2 weeks now! :D I still get a little distracted, which can't be helped, but it's leaps and bounds better than it was before. I'm really happy so I've been trying to stay on task with my homeworks and what not. Apparently, though, we've discovered that not only do I make little noises while concentrating (see a previous post with Ben) but I also make faces while studying...

The only problem so far has been when I try to study on little sleep. Things tend to get interesting. Earlier last week I pulled an all-nighter, which isn't new for me, to get some studying done. After a few hours in the lab (which was the only quiet place I could find) I finally fashioned a bed out of 3 chairs and slept for 3hrs before getting up to study more. Around 5:30am I went home for breakfast and then slept for another 2hrs before studying again.
The second time was with Husky. We went to his workplace, which is awesome and quiet, so he could get some work done while I studied. I didn't get much sleep the night before and after about halfway into the chapter I was having trouble focusing on the pages, which seemed to just get progressively blurrier. After a few more minutes of this my brain could no longer make sense of the book and came up with the only thing it could make sense of before I passed out and slept for the next half hour.
For the most part though I haven't had much trouble.

My favorite highlight of the past week was when I was visiting Husky and got to teach him some dancing. I love dancing and it's so nice to finally be dating someone who's interested in it too. While he's only a beginner he picked up the little that I showed him pretty quickly, and from just that bit I have to say I could have died of happiness right then.